By Jack Carter
My life always seems to be in a mess
And some of it is my fault, I must confess
But I never seem to get a break
Life just hasn’t ever given me a fair shake
Everything I try is so much more difficult for me
It seems like everything I try is as hard as it can possibly can be
Sometimes I feel like giving up just quit trying
Thinking it’s going to get better to myself I am lying
I think maybe I should just end it all
But bob says the devils bluff I should call
I’ve lost my confidence. No longer am I strong enough
To make a stand and call his bluff
I kept my faith and tried to live life right
I’ve fought the devil with all my might
Now there’s just no fight left in me
I don’t even want to live can’t you see
I’ve rub out of the will to live
There’s just nothing left for me to give
My whole life I’ve given my all
And it was always me who took the fall
All I need to make it is a reason to live
A special someone in which my love I can give
But that’s not going to happen not to me
I believe happiness in my life is not meant to be
So I think it’s time to put me out of my misery
Hell could be no worse then this life has been to me