Never Understand
By Domma Leigh
02/28/03
You will never understand,
But I can’t go through all this again.
I still love you and miss you too
I know I am the one that was untrue.
You hurt me so deep inside,
I crumbled, with no one which to confide.
I just wanted to lay down and die,
Fear consumed me as I cried.
The pain grew when to you, I lied
It took from me, the last of my pride.
I can’t expect you to understand,
That I took someone else’s hand.
He swears to me, I am safe with him,
Even with my past sin.
The love for you is still strong,
I sit now crying feeling wrong.
Your smile still haunts every fiber of me,
But I am now, his sweet pea.