As the darkness creeps through my mind,<\/span> Now the piper demands to be paid<\/span> Battling On By Domma Leigh 02\/03 As the darkness creeps through my mind, I wait for the pain, that will confine. The demon and the devil laugh at my plight […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-45","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=45"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":55,"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45\/revisions\/55"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=45"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=45"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=45"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nI wait for the pain, that will confine.<\/span>
\nThe demon and the devil laugh at my plight<\/span>
\nThe coldness fills me with the fading of the light.<\/span>
\nMy soul cries out unable to bear<\/span>
\nI scream, It is so unfair!<\/span>
\nBut in my heart I know,<\/span>
\nI now reap what I sow.<\/span>
\nI called this to myself<\/span>
\nI thought I could leave the past on a shelf.<\/span><\/p>\n
\nAlone I suffer without aid.<\/span>
\nI am now locked in here<\/span>
\nHating the world, filled with fear.<\/span>
\nI just want to hide from all, who refuse to see<\/span>
\nThat the cure is as bad as what is killing me.<\/span>
\nMy mind spins in swirls and through all doubt,<\/span>
\nAll the agony of life trying to burst out.<\/span>
\nI don\u2019t care! I won\u2019t let it win!<\/span>
\nI want my life back again!<\/span>
\nSo it can try with all it\u2019s might,<\/span>
\nBut I am going to beat the odds and win this fight!<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"