{"id":3011,"date":"2019-07-06T18:48:00","date_gmt":"2019-07-06T18:48:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/?p=3011"},"modified":"2019-07-06T18:48:00","modified_gmt":"2019-07-06T18:48:00","slug":"end-it-all","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/2019\/07\/06\/end-it-all\/","title":{"rendered":"End It All"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>By Jack Carter<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>My life always seems to be in a mess<br \/>\nAnd some of it is my fault, I must confess<br \/>\nBut I never seem to get a break<br \/>\nLife just hasn\u2019t ever given me a fair shake<\/p>\n<p>Everything I try is so much more difficult for me<br \/>\nIt seems like everything I try is as hard as it can possibly can be<br \/>\nSometimes I feel like giving up just quit trying<br \/>\nThinking it\u2019s going to get better to myself I am lying<\/p>\n<p>I think maybe I should just end it all<br \/>\nBut bob says the devils bluff I should call<br \/>\nI\u2019ve lost my confidence. No longer am I strong enough<br \/>\nTo make a stand and call his bluff<\/p>\n<p>I kept my faith and tried to live life right<br \/>\nI\u2019ve fought the devil with all my might<br \/>\nNow there\u2019s just no fight left in me<br \/>\nI don\u2019t even want to live can\u2019t you see<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve rub out of the will to live<br \/>\nThere\u2019s just nothing left for me to give<br \/>\nMy whole life I\u2019ve given my all<br \/>\nAnd it was always me who took the fall<\/p>\n<p>All I need to make it is a reason to live<br \/>\nA special someone in which my love I can give<br \/>\nBut that\u2019s not going to happen not to me<br \/>\nI believe happiness in my life is not meant to be<\/p>\n<p>So I think it\u2019s time to put me out of my misery<br \/>\nHell could be no worse then this life has been to me<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>By Jack Carter My life always seems to be in a mess And some of it is my fault, I must confess But I never seem to get a break [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3011","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3011","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3011"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3011\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3012,"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3011\/revisions\/3012"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3011"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3011"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ravensplayland.com\/wpRAVEN\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3011"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}